The Language of Life

So you're growing up into someone you are...
but you feel it's not even close to what you ought to be...
Now, I'm not a religious counselor who could possibly portray the most confident picture of the holy & empower you...I've never been so confident about conclusions...
Talking of Conclusions,
Isn't that what our lives are based upon?
Start with the day you entered school...commonly, kids are scared of the New Environment...I was for sure...but looking back, it amazes me how swiftly i jumped to a conclusion about the Newness in my Life...
I assumed it would harm me...So it scared me...
Fast forward to the Teenage years...
The toughest Job is approaching that Girl you would've had a crush on...even summoning up the guts to ask for a Pen seems Herculean...
Back up a little bit, I concluded the future result there too...Fear of Rejection, as most people call it...is an assumption of the future...Sadly, the way we're brought up doesnt always let the sunny side up & we end up foreseeing the worst...and most times, that happens...
I've played hide & seek with my own thoughts a lot,
sometimes suppressing them, sometimes relishing them...
But they've always been there...turning Fears into Conclusions & Conclusions into Realities...
Unfortunately,
I was unaware of the Language of Life...
May sound a little cheezy, but I find everything around to be Alive...
Talking to me...Communicating with whatever little clues it can...

The Bitch of Change, or is it?

Well,Again...Its funny how I don't really have anything to write & yet I wanted to write...Kinda like when u wanna say something...but no word gets the worth..like when u wanna do something but stand dumbstruck...and things pass by...And u don't want them to.However, when U see things pass by...Ur Insides know the reason...It's cos U didn't say or do or well, write anything.
Now That's how i get carried away.

For a Disclaimer, This is purely a Piece by Impulse Derivation or simply, sudden.
So if you think you've got stuff to do...You can surely Proceed with FarmVille or a Quiz or Any other 'Like'able thing.

I've been writing stuff all my life, sometimes as a Paranoid Loner or a Passionate Lover or an Under confident Loser or an Insane Scientist sometimes...The roles you play in life simultaneously are many, yet we claim to be the same underneath. Lets think about that, You dont behave the same way with all the people you might know...We divide our Self into a biased ratio that prefers the people we like. Family, friends, relatives or pure acquaintances, the mind fits every bill perfectly & we behave accordingly. Imagine the most strict, grumpy or rather scary elder in your family walking into a room with you & your group of friends, at their best :P,inside.
The Years that passed have shown me most sides of Life well enough, I wonder how i never bothered about the basic ritual that's been put on us; CHANGE.
It Happens all the time, It worsens most of the Time...and it keeps coming.
Yet, we Deny it to get under our skin & at one point of time we simply learn to ignore it, That's because it parts us from the best of time we would be having & puts us on a Rollercoaster ride, not telling us where we're headed. So we boycott it, But Shit still happens.
I'm no exception in the Change-fearing Brigade. I have proudly claimed to be the same, advised people to be the same & have posted my fair share of "Dont ever change" msgs...And let me tell you, Blind optimism isnt the best thing in the world.
But after so many years, when I'm in profound thought...There are things that are still the same & they're all in my head right now & its all simply silent. Quiet as the Night (that Rhymes :P), I feel a spark of Life inside me that has burnt this long, its been thru thunderstorms & has basked in the sunny side of Life, but it still Burns strong.
Like most of Us, I've been a Victim of Change too...but Somehow, I feel like ending this warfare tonight. Shake hands & call a ceasefire, releasing a fear, A fear of Change that stops most of us from saying what we actually wanna say & do what we actually wanna do. Be it your Relationships or your Self, Change helps. When You let it, it brings in good too. I can say that & you would too. (that rhymes too,Lol)
So if you have something stuck up today, Your Luck, your Love, your Dream, Your Thoughts, Your Words, Your Life...Let them accept some change & expect some adventure. Let them be Wild & Thoughtless for a change, letting them do what they Want. Trust me, it brings that little happiness that moves your thought machine. Go get some Fuel, your body needs it.
Taste all the dishes, some may turn trash some may turn treasure...Its ok to make some mistakes & its okay to forgive some too. Dont be too hard on Yourself,And remember one thing, Everything you worry about is manmade...even the way we think is mechanized by the world around. The Idea of God was of a Man's, And You're one Too. I don't accept that man's idea but i believe that a Power gave us the Power to create like himself, be it thoughts, Life or a pure Idea.So, embrace that Gift.
You're gonna see it all, coz you have a Life, so Live it as it comes...

P.S. I've Changed the Typical "Dont change" dialogue to "We'll Live through Changes ( or ups & downs for the puzzled looks) together"...Changes happen, Underneath...we're all still the same.Deal with the Change, Being the same...Underneath.

For My fellow Misfits

“Achievement is not the most important thing -- Authenticity is”

"Extraordinary Dreams,
Extraordinary Ordeals...
Extraordinary Trials,
Make an Extraordinary Life..."

Here's the Most easiest compliment you'll ever get, a 'Misfit'. You might have been punched up or beaten to death for being the Different one at School & You just might have those Emotional Scars & those Unresolved issues from your Childhood that may have turned you Bitter & Cold. You might have been Victimized for your efforts at Living your Own life at Your Own terms. Let me Tell you something, You're not Different. You don't see life any differently than the People who made you Suck at it in the first place. Your Idea about Yourself is No different than theirs. If you think this is a Bitter Reality check, think again, because 'Thinking' differently is what made you so when you were a Kid. This revelation could just be the Best Positive Change that ever happened to You.
Over the Years, you might have bought into the idea that the World works in a Certain way & You Have to Live a Certain way to Stay Happy & Comfortable. That's how we often trade our Dreams & Desires for Comfort in the Long run. Survival is Important, So is breathing, But at the end of your Days, if the Answer to the Most important thing you ever had turns out to be 'Oxygen', it pretty much isn't worth it.

“The fault is in the mirror that reflects, the mind that perceives, the brain that infers. What the mirror presents as true has no authenticity. The mirror is coated with dust and its face is not plain at all. God has no maya; He has no intention or need to delude, nor does He will that it should happen.” -Sri Sathya Sai Baba

Back to Being a Misfit. Thinking Radically about Everything makes you that. To put it in Simple terms, you Define EVERYTHING in your Own way. A Break up, Getting Fired at Work, Losing the Love of Your Life, Risking your Life & even Death can Mean anything to Anyone. But they don't trigger the same feelings for just Everyone.
A Priceless Way to live is by acting on Impulse & never ignoring your Instinct.
Every Damn Feeling makes you better at what you are, Every little thought makes you Awesome at what you do. That is the Reason it is So important. No Matter what you think, that Radical Misfit sits at the Back of your mind & it simply waits for your cue to Unleash its Might.
It is Your inner Spark, your God. It was born within You but it won't Die with you. because that Radical Spark is what your Destiny is. It is your Mark on the World that you Leave behind.
It will make sure the World will never stay the same once you're gone & you'll forever be Remembered for that. It makes you Immortal.
The Priceless Life is a Clean & Simple way of Living without Baggage, like a Kid. And it All happens when you accept yourself the way you are, if you begin to believe that being a Misfit makes you Awesome. You're Priceless & So will be your Life.

"I saw grief drinking a cup
of sorrow and called out,
'It tastes sweet, does it not?'
'You've caught me,' grief answered,
'and you've ruined my business.
How can I sell sorrow,
when you know it's a blessing.?"
Rumi